This is me when I'm with my family. Watch me and my family. Not the quiet one. The loud and clear one. You should see all those part. I am different people. Different in every way. Hihih. I am relieved now. Relieved as usual. I am happy. Overwhelmed as mama persuade meand pat on my head rubbing my hand, kiss my cheek. She told me everything. Sometimes life isnt fair as we thought. Just move on. People around you is there when you need. Don't worry. You'll be fine Nana. She told me that. I love you ma. love you so much. I culd never ask for a better mom. You are the sunshine in my life. Thank you for your easygoingness, your insanity, and your love. Love you ma. Mama rock. Mama punk. Mama gedik. Mama jahat. Mama busuk. Mama comel tapi tak secomel nana. Mama, nana sayang mama. Sayang sangat sangat. Even mama selalu nyanyi lagu rap dekat nana everyday. Kemas bilik lah, gosok baju lah, jangan gaduh dengan adik adik lah. Memang. Nana tetap sayang Mama sebab nana baik. K... Muahahah. -.- Happy Mother's Day momoooo. Sebenarnya yang adik bagi bunga tu, dari Nana juga lah. Hihihiih :p   ♥ ♥   

A letter for you :

     You know I hate to keep you waiting but I just can't do it just now. I'm far too tired and power's all gone. My eyes were swollen from the last night ache. Oh dear don't make me explain. You've make some incident which I don't ever want to see. You've pushed the wrong button. And you blew it off. I miss you. So much. But my knees couldnt stand anymore. I tried to cut the tangled ties in my hand wrist but I couldnt. I'm not that strong. I don't have the heart of stone. I have feelings. I'm not blaming you no more. But..I need time to think. I love you. please do remember that. Keep that on your mind. Please don't let this things stir your emotions. I am alright. Put the worries aside. I. Heart. You. Still. :*