Tuesday, April 12

Hai. I'm falling apart now and I can't even do that right. Whatever. School was again, spoil. Everything you did is  a spoil. K, that was totally a joke. A joke that are really offensive. Umph. Sorry bro. :| I am missing my Kak Faghah actually, or as Kak. Nyna call her Rara. Haha. K k. I had a chat with Wan and Miza. Wan was a bit down and all blues because of something. We tried to calm her down. By we, I mean me and Miza. She talks about how she felt about everything going on around her. I never thought that she could think this way. Miza and I were all wrapped up the word guilt and becoming less and less of a person. But now you know right Wan? You have to stand up still, don't slouch, chin up and never let anyone get on your way. We will always, ALWAYS got your back. We  you always. Remember that. :')
We never move past here. We never really step forward. It's driving me mad. I can't stand this anymore. Everyone likes to throw bad words to others. And keep on spreading the f-ing rumors. Whatever dear haters. I'm sorry. Where are my manners? My bad. Thank you. :) Right now, I personally in love with everything I did with my aliens and also with this guy. Maybe I should stop talking by now. But k. It's started from downhill to uphill. So yeh. It feels damn good right now. Keh keh. But believe me, a breath, and a heartbeat aren't always a foolproof indications. I realize that everyone is focusing on the future that we forget hardship and taint with nostalgia and naivety. Aren't we're too young for this? Right? I better get going  before this post get longer than usual. :)